Journal #2

Good morning, Lord. I come to you…. All of me. At your feet. Begging for joy. Energy. Mercy. I am ok. I am good. I am strong now. Nothing but strength moment by moment until the next round which I pray by your grace maybe I won’t have again… I still feel sad about it. But today is not the day to process that. I just need you Jesus. My Jesus. And I have you. And you are with me and us. And I love interviews and I am healthy and I am good at interviews. Today will be a great day. A fun day. I am a friendly, fun boss. I am not best friend or an aunt or a mentor fully. I am boss and I care about my team deeply. And I care about this place. And right now, that’s all I have to give. Help me not to feel guilty God.